Seriously, is it really already August? Where oh where did my summer go? Oh yeah, surgery, recovery, and more surgery. I really thought these first couple months would be harder than they were; honestly I think that had I not had the c section and gall bladder removal, it would have been a breeze--and I'd probably be even more bummed about daycare and going back to work. It hit me tonight and I kind of lost it; one more week with Harper and then I hand her over for 8-9 hours a day to someone I don't know...weird how I'm not entirely OK with this prospect. But, after budget discussions we just can't afford to be a one income household right now. Erich is looking into some other jobs, but it would still only be feasible to drop to part-time...sad pandas! I never thought I'd want to stay home with her, but as it turns out, I actually enjoy listening to Veggie Tales and watching her mobile with her and changing diapers and getting puked on and narr...